|The latest additions to my gallery. Enjoy! ^^|
Sorry for my lack of being here the last few weeks. I've popped in and out a few times but things have been a bit jumbled in RL.
First off I want to give a huge shout out to xX-Balias-Xx She gave me my sub and I'm so thankful for such an amazing friend
Secondly I'll get some art goodies up later today, I know I owe a handful of you some things and that will be posted asap
Then some fun-ness about my personal life:
I've finally started going to the gym, it's helped keep my mind clear and get rid of the cabin fever I had going. I still want to get out and about more but it's really helping. I got my letter back from the ARRT a few weeks ago with the clear to schedule my license exam. The nerves are starting up but I've been reminding myself if I study it won't be so bad.
On the boy side of things...oh the boys. *sigh* The last one I was talking to got weird. (Note: He was a sailor in the Navy, I'm still crushing hard on my mechanic but taking it easy) Really clingy and that kind of thing, I couldn't deal with my own self esteem mixed with his "disbelief I'd want to be with him" so I ended his disbelief. We're done. Granted we weren't 'official' to begin with but I took him off my Facebook friend's list; got tired of seeing all the tattooed/half naked women photos he kept liking. To make that worse he forgot my birthday...I mean Facebook even reminds you. It might sound trivial for a 23yr old to be screaming about a forgot birthday; I feel that if he 'loved' me as much as he claimed he would have called/texted/something.
Needless to say I'm staying footloose for a while. I need to get my career started asap and if a man wants to be by my side to support me that's great. Beyond great. However I will not be the one putting in all the effort and being the adult for both of us. I want a partner, companion, friend...not someone I have to babysit. That said I've got closer to a few of the men I talk to on a regular basis; never realized how great they really are. With all the craziness of past relationships we're going to just stay friends for the time being. God knows how much I've needed all my friends...the extension of my family. (All you guys here included
Thank if you read all that It's time for me to pack up and get my rear to the gym
Still loving the greatest game on ice,
RaeAnne aka HockeyFilly58